whats wrong with TodaY?

um let me see...

my sis left home (continuing studies somewhere quite far from home) with a very 'not friendly' face.
f.y.i i was ignored and annoyed her somehow somewhat. :( thats first.

secondly, right before we( me and my mom) left her (my sis) to be with her friends in boarding their plane, i got this stomach ache.

next um im stuck with flu and being bored to death waiting fer like 'idk how many' hours fer my mom to be done with her office work..tho i didnt wish to stay long, so i went out to a shopping mall nearby...

and damn i was 'SoLo'... silent shopping isnt that bad really..but
like i mentioned, i got myself into flu and runny nose..
where i have to hold tissues and replace it every 2-4 minutes.. such disturbance 'I TELL YOU'

so i bought panadol soluble and went to mcD to eat- obviously
haha i ate two panadol soluble and it tasted like :(-------------------------------
in my mind i was like 'you better worth it..damn' and it didnt >:(((((-------------------- (im still fluish)
while eating SOLO, ada lah pula se'COUPLE ni duk depan aku..and their seats were like FACING ME- BOTH OF THEM...
haha sudah lah aku SOLO kan, dorang lah pula duk depan aku like im a somekind of a pathetic movie to be watched.

the day aint over yet honey.
so i continued shopping with muah runny nose (it din work-the panadol), i bought two stuffs, and that two stuffs can be consideredd as a bluff....
malu lah aku bgtau barang apa benda aku beli tuh...
senang cerita ak SALAH BELI lah...damn damn damn

sakit hati aku bukan mainnnnnn lagiii....

p/s: apa apa pun, all of those have their own silver-linings lah :) perlu bersabar seja...

well yeah, but..

 theres this statement i read today at some peeps comments...

'ada beza pergorbanan dengan kebodohan'

i have to admit...and agree its damn true.

reluctantly nodding tho

well obviously the statement above would mostly(not all) related to peeps that would do
  'anything' for love.
like how Bruno mars would say sing ' i'd catch a grenade for ya, throw ma hand on a blade for ya...la la la'
and they call it 'kebodohan' -stupidness rather than being in terms with 'sacrifice'ness

yes i agree but partially disagreeing, why?

firstly because
-its just a song a lyric so whatever lahh if they want to exaggerate it kan :p
secondly
- its a pure feeling that peeps would do anything because love-not just love, they'd do anything because they care and they're worried sick.

yela, tapi sampai diri ko sendiri pun ter'affect ko x susah ke?
okey ilek, dengar ni,
klo mum nmpk anak dia x makan, dia sgup x mkn-tuk bagi mkn ank dy tau
-itu mama dgn anakkk ler dorg punya 'love' tu x bbelah bhgi
woii
klo suda boyfren/suami ko tu seseorang yang ko care,smpai kalau dy x mkn pun ko resah gelisah-tu bukan 'love' x bblh bhagi?

sama j la feelings dorg tu..
perasaan ssorg yang ikhlas mencintai seseorang, bukan sekadar di mulut shj.
and that feeling is real.

yang bodoh ni- kalau sampai ko nak mati untuk dia. ko nak ikut dia mati la Sakit la apa la kan <-- this is the part that i agrees why its bodoh.( still its just a song/perumpamaan-forgiveable)
-yang penting kalau nak berkorban tu pun perlu tengok limit and capability la.

Jangan la sampai Mati kan- life must go ON babe.
awek/laki tu x mau dengan kau- life still goes ON dude.en

apa apa pun, kalau nk tolong orang, berkorban untuk si 'dia' and lain lain..
perlu la ikhlas :) 
-so kalau si dia tu jahat mana pun dengan kau, tp kau tetap syg dia, nak bantu dia..
make sure you're sincere enough to not hope for something in return.

p/s: when you have that 'someone', you'll know how its like :)


happy blogging!

just feel like blogging

its just aint r8 to just stop and stare while your mind 'definitely' GOT SOMETHING TO SAY

but again you appeared static. like nothing happen.

well at least by blogging i can talk (when im actually 'type'ing) whatever i think i want to talk about.
talk to the vid? like a  somekind of a Vlogger?..im camShy so na uh thnks anyway.

i prefer wordsss since i really need to work on  my grammar and vocab hectic problems.
i'll try Vlogging when im in need to improve muah speaking + communication skills.

so do hang around peeps :)

p/s: my days are boring but there are always that tiny things keep messing/filling my mind.

thats just life :) happy blogging to me and you!